A Constant Qualm
I am currently 16. In 12th grade, I'll be going to college soon. Growing up is something that I hadn't really thought about until it actually started massively affecting me. I have to make what feels like the biggest decision of my life which would probably affect where I go from here and how I end up living and perceiving life itself. Just the idea of moving out of my parents’ house- not having everything handed to me and having to become an actual independent adult is scary enough for me to feel frozen and absolutely helpless. I have spent the majority of my high school life in my bedroom and making this big of a change right after the highest form of stagnation I have experienced until now is making the questions in my head multiply with the same speed as the cells in my body. What if I don't choose the right subjects? What if I don't get into my dream college? What if I am extremely unhappy when I'm older? It feels Like I am being blindfoldedly asked to jump...